p.s: I love you

Untuk imam hidupku di masa depan;

I still don’t know who you are.

But I already loved you.

And although (maybe) we have never met each other before, I just want you to know that my love is true.

There wasn’t and there won’t be any other man in my life but you.

I miss you so much.

-ketika kau tak ada-
…kalau tak ada di antara jajaran cemara itu
kepada siapa mesti kucari jejak nafasmu?…

-Sapardi Djoko Damono-

*dear God, I miss him so much, I don’t know why.